Wednesday, 18 March 2015

Mr Bennett

When my friend Jenny told me about Maestro, a small standard sized donkey, my heart ached.  He was rescued from an abusive situation, where his owner was uneducated in what to feed donkeys.  The family had good intentions, but they just didn't know how to care for a donkey, and found themselves in a situation where they could no longer take care of the three donkeys they had living at their home.  That's when Safe Harbour Equine Rescue stepped in.

Olivia and I went to visit Maestro when he first arrived.  He was skinny, with a bloody sore on his neck.  He looked tired, sad, and just in need of love.  Jenny was his foster mom, and so we knew he would be receiving excellent care.  After the initial 30 day intake was complete, we adopted Maestro and gave him a new name… a name worthy of who he was.

Mr Bennett

Today, Mr Bennett is happy, healthy and loves Grey Gables.  You often find him rough housing with the boys, Uno and Bobbi.  He is the first to say good morning, and greets you when you come home from a long day.  He is gentle, and full of love for our family.  I cant tell you how much joy comes from taking care of him, because he is so appreciative of everything.

Our entire adoption journey with Mr Bennett reminds me of my walk with the Lord.  The seasons come when I am dried up… I haven’t spent time with God… I am empty and spiritually tired.  When I turn to the one who can fill me up, fill my thirsty soul, I am changed… I am made new.  Why then do I go back to the state of emptiness.  Why do I allow life to creep in and draw me away from the Lord? 

Lately I have felt it… I have felt tired, overwhelmed, spiritually empty.  I keep crying to the Lord…but am weak.  I’m thankful that I am going to be able to attend the homeschooling conference tomorrow. I’m praying this is the breakthrough I need. 


Maybe none of this makes sense to you… maybe its my lack of sleep which is causing gibberish to come out.  I just feel this is all part of this ‘baby’ season… this 3 kids under 5 season?  I don't want to rush myself out of it…but I do want to survive it with a changed heart and a stronger walk with the Lord! You with me?