Uncertain times

Well, these are truly uncertain times. Chris is still unsure about what is happening with his job. Im not sure how I feel...some days I am scared, others Im rejoicing in the Lords plans. I know He has a plan for our family, and I just need to wait and see what that is.  Chris applied for a new job yesterday. A positive side of it is that its only 20 minutes away from home...its only during school term time, and he said that the job description seems to be something he would rather be doing. So I am praying that if this is the Lords will, that Chris will get selected for the job above all the other applicants. So we just have to wait and see.

I, on the other hand, will find out Tuesday what is happening with my job. Its not looking to positive for me. I had a good cry about it already...and now feel like I can handle any news they throw at me. 

On the baby front...yes, you may be asking, did I say baby front? Well, Chris and I havent started 'trying' yet... but Im already getting a bit of anxiety.  Many of my mommy friends are starting to have baby number 2.  Although we havent even tried...I am well aware that it may not even happen. One miracle may be all that the Lord is going to give us. Although my desire of my heart is to have a large family, Gods desire might be different. Im just praying and waiting to see what the Lord has instore for us.

Tough Day

All I can say is today wasnt the easiest of days.  Liv woke up at 5, snuggled with me till about 6, then was up!  We did some chores around the house, got dressed, and then sat down for breakfast around 7.  Well Liv decided to have her fingers in her mouth...and then, all of a sudden, vomit flew all over me, her, the floor, the cabinets...it was everywhere! She then started to cry...and well, that was pretty much the state of her mood for the rest of the day. I got her to take a nap at 10 am, a bit off schedule, but I was desperate. My friend Karen came over for coffee and a chat...and again, not sure what happened, but all of a sudden my coffee slipped out of my hand, and landed all over me. Outfit change number 2 of the day, and before 10:30am!  After Karen left, live woke up. We had lunch, and then tried to bake some cookies for Rebecca....but realized we didnt have flour. She wasnt coming over till 3, so I thought we could go to the store, buy some, swing by pets corner, and get back by 2 to bake the cookies. So we set off. Everything was fine until we got to pets corner, and it was closed! Then Liv decided to throw a tantrum and threw her water cup down an embankment towards the stream in the park! Ahhhh. Pretty much the walk home, which should have taken 15 minutes, was filled with screaming and crying...from Liv and myself = ). 45 min later we were home.... No cookies for rebecka = (. And outfit change number 3 happened as Liv decided to wipe boogies all over my top. What a day!!!