Well, these are truly uncertain times. Chris is still unsure about what is happening with his job. Im not sure how I feel...some days I am scared, others Im rejoicing in the Lords plans. I know He has a plan for our family, and I just need to wait and see what that is. Chris applied for a new job yesterday. A positive side of it is that its only 20 minutes away from home...its only during school term time, and he said that the job description seems to be something he would rather be doing. So I am praying that if this is the Lords will, that Chris will get selected for the job above all the other applicants. So we just have to wait and see.
I, on the other hand, will find out Tuesday what is happening with my job. Its not looking to positive for me. I had a good cry about it already...and now feel like I can handle any news they throw at me.
On the baby front...yes, you may be asking, did I say baby front? Well, Chris and I havent started 'trying' yet... but Im already getting a bit of anxiety. Many of my mommy friends are starting to have baby number 2. Although we havent even tried...I am well aware that it may not even happen. One miracle may be all that the Lord is going to give us. Although my desire of my heart is to have a large family, Gods desire might be different. Im just praying and waiting to see what the Lord has instore for us.
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