mommy explosion

I had a mommy explosion today.  I really don't know why...but all the stress of the day just came out in...an explosion when Chris got home.  I was so tired of pulling Maggie down from the top of the piano (yes, the top of the piano!), of Fae changing her outfit every 5 minutes, and of Olivia sneaking out of the house to feed the donkeys half a bale of hay!  The house is a mess, dinner is a disaster, and Im tired. Maggie hasn't slept in days, and Im utterly exhausted!

Dreams are swirling around my mind... Are they from the Lord, I am not sure.  But Im dreaming of owning a much larger farm... acreage, pasture land, far from the city, removed from it all.  God, is this You?  I love Grey Gables with all my heart...but something is stirring within me to move.  But is it from God?

We are starting our home renovations this weekend.  I cant wait to show you all the finished rooms.  All in preparation for a possible move.  We are getting our home ready and offering it up to the Lord... if He wants us to sell, to downsize our mortgage, to upsize our land, then that will have to be something He is going to do.  Im excited, nervous, and overwhelmed.

Now, to apologize for my explosion, and save the soup which is probably burning on the stove!